Little T and little G

Little T is so full of smiles and giggles -- so very easygoing and mellow and delightful and lovely and wonderful...and WOW we love her so much. Hard to believe she is a week shy of 5 months. Little G, in contrast, is a shattered soul full of solemnity and anger. He has begun to truly understand that he is not the center of the universe and is reacting quite badly as a result. He has his good days and his very hellish days, but mostly he is just sulky and clingy. Now, I am sure that I have completely ruined my first born, my first chubby bubby of love. Two plus months since my last post and my relationship with my two kids couldn't be more different. Such guilt - there is just not enough mom time for the both of them. Now, not only do I feel deprived of me, but now the children do to.